University is starting soon!

And how to manage work and study both is still a question, up in the air, makes me anxious yet nothing can be done to help it, just focus on what I am doing at the moment.

From time to time take a glance at news, see what's going on in the world, listen to the voices of the world, the remote outside world, like finally pop my head up above the water very quick once, take a good fresh breath.

I said that I didn't want university to begin again, because I really need to work. (it's not because you want to, it's because you need to) Now I'm actually thrilled by the idea of doing them both, it's such a challenge that I had no idea about, I'm like a knight gonna face off an unknown monster. On the other hand it's exciting to see my friends again and see how much I've changed myself, a short summer I made more stories of myself, I changed color of my hair, being homeless and slept on street for three nights, tried to sell beer on street to strangers, finally got a job and making a decent earning, all dramatic things burst into my life after 22 years' boring repetitive life.

Another thing that I've been thinking a lot of is to create a Podcast of my own with a friend, like Rhett and Link, like Jake and Amir, but the only problem is I don't have a friend like Rhett and Link have each others, nobody is really like me, it's just so difficult to find someone I admire and he/she admires me as well and we share same interests. I love talking, speaking, yet there is no stage for me to talk to speak, talking to myself is too much "me" involved, I need to talk to people, people that I'm interested in, and there are a few of them out there.